You Cut Up My Angels and I Stabbed You To Death

There has never been a time in my life where I didn't care for my friends. If I had to, I'd give anyone I knew, and liked, the shirt off my back. But I guess I'm not always that good to my friends. I can't always help them and it hurts me. Yes, I said hurts me. If my friend has a problem and I can't help them resolve it, it feels like I'm not only letting them down, but like I'm letting myself down and that maybe I just didn't try hard enough or that I just wasn't good enough.
But..anyways, that's enough being..3m0 for right now.

So yeah. I'm eating cheese and crackers. Not the block cheese, or the plastic-ish thin slice cheese, nope. CAN CHEESE! Now..who in the hell woke up one morning and was like.."I think I'll turn cheese into glue-like consistency and then put it into a can!" Seriously. Have you ever thought about that? I have...was this person just like...really weird or did they just like cheese so much they wanted to put it into a convenient travel size can?

I haven't talked to my best friend face-to-face for awhile.
That's sorta depressing. Last time we had a fight, it sorta didn't repair itself.
So that might be what's causing the problem.

Ever read the epic "Beowulf"?
Hehe. Funny thing.
My Eng. 4 class has read some of it....Grendel, Beowulf, The Battle with Grendel, Grendel's Mother, The Death of Beowulf and Mourning Beowulf....
So we, as small groups, are having to write scripts for certain sections.
It was my bright idea to do an modern day adaption. You know, it would have more room to be more creative. And I like being Creative. So, my group is writing The Battle with Grendel. We're trying to at least. I spent today laughing at Ben(the cool Chinease exchange student) and Jeremy. Yeah..Jeremy was shooting rubber bands..and shot one..but really didn't. It slipped off his fingers and fell on the desk between his elbows, and he was looking around, trying to find where it hit from his seat and all of a sudden Ben just points to the desk and is like "STUPID!' It was funny. I burst out laughing. Then they were fighting...over a book...and then Jeremy was trying to hide gum in his hair(it still had the wrapper, thank god). So yeah...we didn't get a lot done today. I did get the teacher to laugh her ass off though.
-Flashback-
Me: Hey! Jeremy, you know the fire breathing dragon that kills Beowulf..that should be his x-girlfriend.
Jeremy: Hey! Mrs.Graves! Angela said the fire breathing dragon should be Beowulf's x-gf!
Mrs.Graves: (looks like O.O)...rotfl
-end flashback-
yeah. it was pretty good. I think so at least.
So...yeahhhhhhhhh.
My nose itches terribly.
WOOT!!! OBAMA WON!!
Helllllllllllllzzzzzzz YEAHHHHHHHH.
lol


So yeah. I dunno what to think anymore.
Maybe I'd be better off without friends.

This Isn't All Right

I really don't know what to write right now. I just feel like writing, you know? Well, nothing is working out for me. Nikie and I fought again. I told her the constant changing of her songs on yahoo was annoying and she told me that I need to chill because she didn't do anything to irritate me, and I blew up. It's so funny how it seems like it's fine for HER to get upset and angry but when I'm having a bad day I'm this super bitch, breathing fire, and climbing the Empire State building with Miss Innocent, clad in all white, screaming her pretty little head off. It just pisses me off. It just seems like everything I do is wrong anymore. All my friends are angry at me over petty reasons. So all I have to say is this: Don't worry about me. I've been dead for a thousand years, being dead to every single one of you doesn't matter.

Don't call me 3mo, I won't sit in a corner and cry, I'll come after you with the broken axe in the shed.

I Love You Alex!
Your the only one who isn't angry at me-your the only one who has promised you'll love me forever-your the ONLY one.

Maybe all I'm doing is being depressive, being "emo" but I don't care.
None the less, sometimes I just wonder...
Do I mean anything to any of you?


Anyways, this is a video I taped like...friday. Really short.

Stop Correcting Me! Leave me and my errors in peace!!!

Ahhhhh. Today was the..uhm...*counts on fingers* the fifth day of school. And yes, I really did count on my fingers(I suck at math people, I'm not lying). So yeah. They really messed my shcedule up but oh well. It's my last year, thank god for that,too-in some ways.

First block hasn't been horrible yet, it's eng. so go figure. I have Suspension and Steering-automotive class- 2nd block. Chelsey AND Devin were in there but Devin opted out for a different class. So now, second block has three girls and six guys. Third block is History-stupid last year history teacher-it's not to bad it just seems like the teacher doesn't like me. fourth is alge.2 and I have Hunt, now Mrs. Copass and i love her to death so it's not to bad. Fifth is business math taught by Hagen and she's okay-she usually forgets what she WAS gonna do during class and ppl end up either doing errands for her or talking.

So, Mom and I are going to glasgow this weekend-cause a store called Underground Attitude is going out of business and we really want good chinease food. Hm. I have a test in Eng tomorrow, I just now remembered that. Opps. Oh well. Heh. I was eating these weird gummi bugs-yes gummi bugs not gummi bears. It was cool cause they have like..a liquid center and when you bite into it, it's like the blood and guts are rushing into your mouth. Pretty cool huh? ^.^ I like em!

Oui. I haven't been drawing a lot lately, or writing a lot. I don't know what's up with me, just really tired I guess. I was tired and didn't feel good this morning- I begged mom to let me stay home since I missed my bus- which apparently was 15 mins early according to my Grandfather. But nooooooo. I had to go to school..yippee?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm. What else? Why do I even bother??? NO ONE READS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
O.o Guess I'm just that bored sometimes. I swear-I'm seriously considoring moving to alaska or something to raise penguins on a penguin farm.
V.V I have no more cigarettes. Oh well. I'll go get some more.
But yeah...I was gonna add something else but I forgot. Hm. Oh well...
...
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Yeah. I'm done for now.

They Say High School Never ends. But it does, and too soon.

It feels weird, you know?
I woke up this morning thinking it wasn't right.
I must've dreamed the last three years away.
But nope. Tomorrow marks the beginning of my last year at an obnoxious high school.
They always told me the years would fly by and I never believed them.

I remember my Freshman Year.
My first block class was Brake Systems, in the Voc. school. The teacher was Mr.E. I remember what I wore that day,too. A Good Charlotte shirt, black Capri pants, fishnet leggings and boots. I remember that most guys in that class tried to treat Melissa, Amber and I like we weren't any good. We usually got put on clean up duty but it was fun since I usually got to tell every single guy that to do that day. Seems petty, but I enjoyed instructing them to scrub something off the floor. It changed. We still had to clean and direct the others how to clean but some of the guys came around to the simple fact that "girls can do that,too". I changed the oil on cars, took off tires, put tires on, took everything off the wheel and put on new break shoes and pads and put it back together.

I remember my sophomore year. I had an "self-paced" science class where the teacher really disliked Holly, Chanda and I. Holly always read in her class but we all got fussed on. She told us that we were behind but how could we be in a so called "self-pacing; self-teaching" class. I didn't like that teacher at all. She didn't explain things to us, she just handed out booklets and said "Here's all your work for the semester" I was waiting for her to add "good luck" but she never did. She fussed on students when they asked her help and would tell them to get a science book and look it up. A lot of people failed her class and would complain "she doesn't teach us anything!" It was no lie, she wasn't. She would take the time to work on the work she had from taking more college classes. We heard the next year that she wasn't doing that anymore.

I remember my Junior year.
I'm not much of a science person, but 3rd block Chemistry was fun. Not only did I have a handful of friends in that class(Jordan, Brad, Holly and Chelsey) but the teacher was pretty good. She took time to explain things- if we did absolutely horrible on a test she'd make us study again and retake it. She wouldn't let us keep the best grade but did average them together, either way it helped. She took her time showing us things, took time outs for little stories that not only pertained to the class but were also interesting(like the story about the time she blew a hole in the ceiling). During the end of the year, if the weather was nice and after we all had absorbed the lesson of the day and gotten our homework-she'd let us sit outside and work. After the CATS test she told us she felt we did our best and we ordered out for lunch. She was animated and made learning fun. When she was on the subject of atoms, protons and electrons-she ran around the students as an example of being an atom.
My English three class was my second favorite class that year( First Place went to Art 3).
The class was extremely easy for me. Sure-we had, altogether, 80+ vocabulary words, but I never failed one of those tests-I never studied either. He was a laid back teacher when it came to grading things like open responses, he went over the material for tests very well. And he was one of my ONLY English teachers who encouraged reading and who believed in us as a class. We were allowed to choose a novel from a list of four at the beginning of the year.
I chose the longest book on the list and had it read within the week. I asked him if it was okay in an apologetic tone. In other classes, when I or Holly had the assigned reading done quickly, we were scolded. He just told me to hold onto the book and asked me if I'd like to read another. I read all the books on the list before some people finished with the thinnest book. I read those four, then Catcher In the Rye, The Bluest Eyes, 100 years of Solitude, The Ballad of the Sad Cafe' along with other books my friends were handing to me.
He was happy that some students loved to read. And then, when it came time to read a book as a class he changed it. We were suppose to read The Call of the Wild but he felt we were to smart for that and we ended up reading "The Great Gatsby" by F. Scott Fitzgerald. It's one of my favorites now. I think my junior year was my funnest. I had fun teachers and plenty of books.

I don't remember my Senior Year.
How could I?
It's yet to begun.
It will though, in 13 hours.
I'm excited, but scared.
I'll miss all my friends but I know we'll keep in touch either way.
That's right people, the scary gothic looking girl will be crying on the last day of High school;the first day of the rest of her life.

He Said: Can I say something without getting embarrased?

So, Alex is one of the most sweetest friends I have. I knew that before tonight. Through thick and thin we will last. So, tonight, he asked me if he could say something without getting embarrassed. I said sure. And he sent me a file.

Angela,

You’ve entered my life

Giving me happiness

Yet not taking me out of the dark

The place most familiar to me

Ceasing the blood of constant suffering

Giving my life a meaning

Becoming my friend

Becoming my family

Saving me from loneliness

Wiping my tears as they fall

Creating an ease in my mind

Being one of the only ones…

The only ones to understand me

Now, how sweet is that?

DISCLAIMER: THIS POEM BELONGS TO ALEX DAMNIT! STEAL IT AND I'LL SKIN YOU ALIVE

I Don't Beleive In Fairytales

Okay, so the other day, er..well, NIGHT. I had a weird ass dream. Really..different. So, this is how it happend....Carrie, my sister's friend, was in labor..and they took her to a different state..and my bff Gummi and I went to go find her. Tagging along with us was some hot ass emo dude who, apparently, was a vampire. So, at first, we got two motorcyles. Gummi had one and I rode with the vamp dude...who I guess liked Gummi while i liked him. So, that kinda sucked. Seems all guys give her the attention, oh well. So, we get to some hospital and see Carrie....when we come out, it's snowing and shit and all of a sudden..gummi and Mr.Vampy are gone. So, I'm walking around the parking lot and see them sitting in a Buick looking car...we get in and drive off....we go to a school where I guess me and Gummi had attended. We went into the bathroom and looked around the stalls. Finally, I go into one and pull out a razorblade from between the toilet paper thing and the stall wall. Gummi takes it and cuts herself and then i take it and GASH my arm and start licking the blood off. Then, Mr.Totally hot vampy dude pushes me into the stall and...starts licking my arm and other places...then my mom woke me up. DAMN IT!

An Ode to Friends( Part ONE)

An Ode, to a friend, who brushes her hair with a fork. To a friend who has the cutest look of desperation when you take away her sandwich O.o A friend who uses you as a seat at school and wedding receptions. To a friend who just announces how much she loves you. An Ode to:
;[Ashley]Apathy(TM)


















This is to a friend who sends funny pictures of Teachers during summer,
to a friend who dubs you "Crap-Bag"
and
threatens to rape you with a ham sandwich.
To a friend who kicks ass at Resident Evil.
An Ode to:
Chelsey~Tomb Raider~ C.



Ah, my Trans-gendered Lover,
to you I give my heart.
To a guy who loves tinker bell and
says, "I'm sorry, but we can't be lovers"
To a person who let me put eyeliner on him.
Oh, how much I love you, My Sunshine.
An Ode to:
Jordan~Jordie-Poo~ K.
aka-My "brother"XD


James--the talented ar-teest-
How are you after burning your forehead with my straightener?
Where is the hackysack that bruised my boob and possibly gave me future breast cancer?
Your my loser
and I, your freak O.o
An Ode to:
James-Mini Skwonk- L.

More From The Sims 2, cause I'm so bored

Okay...so, when Nikie called we kinda thought up a story for my sims...but I decided to play around today and start over someother time...yeah...whatever.

So, I made the "vampire" family, which consisted of

Brian, Cassandra, Nathan and Alana(the kid). I planned on using Alana and Cassandra later on in the story, if I used them at all...all I really needed was Nathan and Brian.


And..here is Nathan arguing with Maura's mother, who's name
has been changed to Annie.


Maura and Nathan again..her dress is cute!XD

and FINALLY at the end of the day..GUESS WHO PROPOSED!!
God, I'm obsessed.XD

When Life gives you Lemons, squeeze the juice into the eyes of people you don't like.

Ahhh. Yet another boring day to carry on about. Yet another post in my blog for people to not read...and I'm getting tired of all the "yet"s already.
So, I was babysitting last night and didn't go to sleep until 1am. I was at my sisters house, watching Zack*the two year old*, while she stayed at her friends house. I slept, and slept...and...woke up around 5 to see "one missed Call" on the cellphone. Well, I saw that it was from Carries cell phone and just figured that my sisters was drunk and calling, so i went back to sleep without calling back. Then, around 10 maybe, I sleepily awaken to the end of the ringtone, only to see "5 Missed Calls" go to "6 Missed Calls". They were all from my mom, so I was like..Shit, what's happening. So, i call her back and all I get is. "Your sisters outside the door" "Mmmkay" so, I get up, open the door(she left her keys with me) and see her pillows and bags outside the door. I get them in and then she comes in....apparently she's been standing outside since about 5am, banging on the door and calling me. She told me she slept there some, had to pee and at one time shit and finally just sat with one of her elderly neighbors. Apparently she woke everyone but ME up that morning. So, what's the moral of this story?? DON'T LEAVE YOUR KEYS WITH ME IF YOUR GOING TO BE HOME AT THE CRACK OF DAWN!!!

So yeah. I finally got the Teen Stuff expansion pack for my Sims 2 game....it was a rip off. Cute stuff, but still, a rip off for 20 bucks. 10 would be more like it. But yeah. Soooo...I've got nothing to do or say.
^.^ So I'm gonna post a picture my sissy-N3k0- drew me. It's entilteld "Dark and Her Future Boyfriend"


Here's a pic I drew for my mom...about a year or so ago(my art sucks, btw)


Ahh. The Strangers is a good movie..kinda funny, to me anyways. But yeah. Good. I really want to see The Happening now....are there any other movies coming out that start with "The"..let's hope not.


So yeah, since i don't have a life, I'm gonna start doing Sim movies or something. Right now, I've just got three characters done.
(in order) Kara, the mother and Maura done.XD

The two sisters fought, and Maura dropped Kara on her Ass.
And yes, they share a room.XD It's really sorta funny.



And here are me and some of my friends as SIMS.
Okay....the dude with blonde hair in front is Jordan, behind him is
Cheley, then beside Chelsey is me, infront of me in the pink shirt is
Alyssa, The girl in the green shirt with the star is Laceii, behind Laceii
is Devin, then the long-ish haired red head is N3k0 and in front of her,
on one knee, is James.

A Long Car Ride ending with an Easy Break

It's now offical, my best friend/sister is in Ohio. We left around 12:30 last night and arrived I'd say...maybe at like 7? or something. I'll be honest, in the car going, I kept looking out the window while Cody snoozed on the door and Nikie slept on my shoulder. I couldn't beleive it. She's really leaving. There was nothing anyone could say to stop her(and trust me, people tried). The car ride was long..but the break was easy, sadly said. She seemed happy, not at all upset. A couple of pictures and a hug goodbye was it. No tears, no "I'll miss you"s no nothing. Now, I can't really say why I wanted to cry in the wee hours of the morning. I think, I pretty much figured, she's not upset so why should I be? I have a life, sorta, and I'm not gonna put it on hold to wait for her to come back. She's due back in about six months, but if she doesn't come back, then oh well. I plan on going to college after I graduate highschool, and I DO NOT plan on putting MY life on hold for ANYONE, including those who for ONCE took themselves away after promising to never leave again. Any other time Nikie moved, she was forced. This time, she went willingly and happily-I might as well add. Am I hurt? Hell yes. Do I really care? No. Will I get over it? Eventually. Will we ever speak again? Sure, we've been friends for a long time-why spoil that now? It's been rumored that Chris is gonna call my 'rents and see if I can spend some of my summer up there. Will I go? Maybe, it all depends. I have a few friends here, friends who are family(Mama Angel, Ty-Ty and Mark for an example), and of course my sister and her two kids-Clara and Zack. Clara, of which I must say-takes after her Aunt*smiles* The Child STOLE my Edward Scissorhands movie! She also loves Sweeney Todd...she's only 3.

So, in the long run, while it sorta hurts to feel so abondoned I know I'm not. I'm invited here even with Nikie being gone, and I know I have friends, like Cody to talk to. Give the man his props, he's not once told me to STFU yet over my rambling and ranting that no one wants to hear. But like I said, it'll work out. Even if it doesn't seem like it will for the better.

Th3 L0v3d 4nd Th3 L0v3l3ss

Ahh, the bittersweet topic of love. Who hasn't experienced it at one point in their life, right? Yeah, well, this is me, talking about how much it sucks and what it does to people. Yeah, I know "Love" is magical and all that grand bullshit, but still, it leaves people wounded. Ohhhh so wounded. Why do you think "I love you" goes so well with, "I hate you". Ehhh eh?? Right so, why bother with love, of any kind-whether it be crush, true or lust? Because we want to be loved, we all want to feel like we belong. But what if we don't belong and love has kicked your ass one to many times? We get over it and find someone else...aka The Rebound date. But yeah, I'm done with that. It's so...grr, and a completely sticky issue. People feel different about stuff so don't fuckin hate me for what I say( just poke fun at it later).

So, shall we travel down a road more taken? Or should we veer off onto the spooky road, where little kids shouldn't be? I don't know, and apparently since no one reads by blog, neither will you. So..I'm going to pick a random topic. So..woah...i just got really really dizzy..but anyways, so why is no one online when I am? I think people are hiding from me, it really woudn't surprise me any. O.o So, I'm done for now since nothing I say matters or will be read.

<3

Blood+ one of the Best Anime's I've ever seen

Not only does Blood+ have a kick ass chick as the hero, but it has one of the best story plots ever!! With an evil twin sister(who KILLS her sisters adopted little brother-AFTER-getting pregnant with his kids), chivaliers(spl?), chiropterants,(HAGI: Beasts that live on blood) and HAGI! I just love Hagi. I missed the very last episode on Adult Swim, but guess what I just watched on youtube..the last episode..and I had to start tearing up. Diva(evil sister) and Saya(the hero/good sister) lock into mortal combat with one of Diva's chivaliers watching-holding her still coocoonned twins- and Diva gets killed. It's so sad cause you see her imagining herself laying in a feild with her two daughters crawling around. And that's it. And that's when SAYA SAYS SHE WANTS HAGI TO KILL HER! WTF??? Yeah, but so Hagi admits his love for Saya and she utters, simply, "I want to live". And so she does, but Hagi does not. He gets killed, shitty right? RIGHT! So, Kai(Saya's older adoptive brother) and herself keep the twins, Saya decides not to kill them..but...what happens?? SAYA GOES BACK TO SLEEP!!! And Kai takes the twin girls, guesstimated to be about 3-5, to "the place where it all started" which is the family tomb where she's sleeping, and there's a rose there, with Hagi's hair ribbon tied to it. "Don't touch it, it's your aunties" SO, HAGI LIVES!!! AND I'M SO HAPPY...I'd be so much happier...if that wasn't the LAST episode..okay. I'm done...you people have no clue to what I'm talking about do you? Ohhhhh well.

Saya N Diva

HAGI LIVES!!!

HAGI AND SAYA

A Dilemna I was faced with...

Okay, so me and Nikie have decided to off my dad, or wait for him to die, before I ever get married. So, that leaves the question...who will walk me down the isle and give me away? Nikie says she will, cause she owns my dead body, however...Pat said "Dark, your under new ownership" So, does that mean he will give me away? Or, will Cody, who use to buy me on myspace, give me away? Ah, but I came up with a solution! Nikie on my left side and Cody on my right...Pat can just link his arm with Nikie and guess what, when the preist says "Who gives this woman away" I'll have three people stand up saying, "We Do".
But,that'll never happen since I want to get married in a graveyard. O.o I'm so werid. Nah..not weird, CREATIVE!!!!

If you See Nikie and Dark, to the Right is the Big Dipper

Yes, it's true. Look up at the ceilig of Nikie's bedroom. In the corner are two, lonely stars aka:US. To the right is the big dipper, which according to my sources, was an completely random thing. So, what's new in my life--in the small amount of time since I last posted--today? Not much, except hell has frozen over. Mmhm. You read correctly. With a QUICK call to my parents and a simple, "Hey, can I ride to *insert state here* with Nikie, and her Uncle and possibly Eddie?", asked, I had my response from my mother in a minute or less-"Yes" but the oh so dreaded "Let me ask your father" occured. Well, there it went-right out the window. He usually says no-to everything(we're talking about the man who NEVER let my peirce my ears-I got them done when I was 13-and he cussed me). But after a few sighs and apologetic looks, my mother is speaking into my ear again with a blissful and "wtf??" response of "Daddy says yes." Ohhh. See, I told you hell froze over, I wasn't lieing. It was a nice response, but I could have lived with out the "daddy" part. I'm not four-- or a "OMG! DADDY Paaa-leeeseee!" kinda girl. I'm more of a "Fuck you, Dad" kinda girl. O.o Yes, I am the perfect kid right? Mmhm. Only on opposite day. So yeah. I'm leaving at 3am, and probably gonna be back before 3pm, guesstimated time. So..uhm..YAY I GET TO GO...and come back, BUT I GET TO GO!! O.o Soooooooooooo...yeah. I said earlier that I'd miss being here, at Mama Angel's house(Yes, Mama Angel) and she just kinda looked at me and told me just because Nikie wasn't gonna be here didn't mean I still can't come over. Interesting, huh? lol. How many people have friends that their adult guardians are like,"Psh, come back anyways." Well, I feel loved to the max. o.O It's going to ruin me eventually. Or not. I'll be okay, you know. So, yeah....this is a long blog post...
OH! I PLAYED HIDE-N-SEEK yesterday with Nikie and three kids. ^.^ I'm so proud of myself, they found me last. And only because Nikie knew where I was. Mmhm. Being gothic pays off. I was hiding behind a bar thing, where there was no light and because I was wearing all black, the two kids that kept looking RIGHT AT ME didn't see me. I kept smiling thinking, 'I've been found' but nope. I wasn't. So yeah. That was one of the really fun things of my day. I'm always acting like a kid, but rarely do I get to play hide and seek. So yeah, I'm done for now, but later on today I'll post again, and this time I'll post about Nikie cleaning out my purse/mini-messenger bag(PIRATES!) But, until then, cause havoc and blame the neighbor kid!

A Scary Story

This Is my Scary Story
Some events, names and characteristics have been changed to protect the identity of those involved-NOT!

One dark stormy night, when the winds blew hastily against the trees and all animals hid, there was a boy and his cookie dough. He wasn't really a boy, but a man with cookie dough. Sweet, gooey cookie dough. It sat idily in his fridge, taking on a serene appearence sitting beside the milk and eggs. But nice and friendly it was not! The cookie dough this man, Cody, had was infused with a chemical that gave it life, a chemical that gave it murderous notions. And this cookie dough had it's chocolate-chiped-eyes set on one thing...to kill Cody in his sleep.\

O.O TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!

Life Is Boring

Yeah, bet you didn't know that did you!!! Ahh, but I bet you did. Hm. Contradicting isn't it? Okay, I'm done with that. So yeah. I'm going to go through the events of my life from aproximently 1:30 am to current time(12:31 pm). So, after watching The Eye, which was sort of a let down, I retired to my bedroom for peace and relaxation and the possibility of some music. Yeah well the music didn't happen. >.> I forgot where I left my dvd player, yes-I lost my dvd player-SHUT UP, so I was gonig to use my PS2, well, it wouldn't read ANY of my cd's, which pissed me off. So, I started to think,"Hey, I'll play a game." So, it refused to read Chrono Cross...OR Okami...so, FINALLY, it read Guitar Hero...which was boring but okay-since I did want to listen to music-not nessacarily rapidly button press the notes-but it was music none-the-less. So after playing/listening to The Ace of Spades, Stellar, Behind the Mask, Iron Man and Spanish Castle Magic I was like..fuck this shit! And just turned off the game console and pushed it off my bed...okay, so maybe it hardly works because I'm an abusive owner, but if it worked then I wouldn't have to hurt it--do you get my logic here?? So after the big crash I just..kinda..sat there. And that's when I heard the really annoying animal outside my window...O.o I think it was a bat...cause..I don't know. It made a screechy sound and kept thudding into my window...so was it a slightly blind bat? The world may never know, cause I know I don't. So then I started counthing the books that were actually on my bookshelf..after reaching twenty I got bored of it. So, I started reading-or attempted to-and gave up shortly after..that's when I turned off my light, burried my face in my vast amount of unmatching pillows and closed my eyes...and....didn't sleep. Nope, couldn't sleep. So I layed there...and layed there...and layed there...and finally feel asleep. Only to dream that I and my friend Nikie were like.."The Charmed Ones" at my school, but the third person got killed by some other witch person and a "warlock"...so, we were like stomping around the school, throwing people with our minds, until we got to the gym where two people were like...standing there, both dressed in shiney pink material, and we started yelling and that's when Brad and David-two other people I know- just stepped in and were like.."Dude..chill. Let's go do stuff"...and that's when I was woken up by an "GET UP, WE'RE LEAVING IN THRITY MINS! I'M NOT WAITING"...so I crawled out of bed, brushed my hair, styled my hair, got dressed, put make up on and kinda dragged my feet around the house, you could say I am the resident zombie of my home. >.> But yeah. I am a zombie, I kinda flatlined at a hospital, and I was like, "WHAT THE FUCK???"-kinda just sitting there looking around like..UHM...while my heart line thing just went"------" flat. O.o it was an interesting experience. Very interesting. But back to the point, so after I got ready and grabbed my easy access pj's, a shirt and a pair of boxers I left. Left my house without uttering a goodbye. Psh. Like I ever do, and came here, to Nikie's house. So yeah, here I stand! COME AND GET ME!!!
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But I'm done for now, for NOW!, but I will be back- just to ramble on about boring stuff that no one cares about..and..yeah.

It's The Scary Chick From School-She Found her Way to The Net. GET OVER IT! O.o I don't know you, but I love you..//0_\\\

Scary Chick Who Writes This Shit---->





There's not a lot to write. Just that I'm me, Mizzuz Dark, and I'm weird. Got a problem with it and i can give you the number for my psychiatrist. My first blog will be a bit about me and my oh so boring life. Okay, I live in hill billy hell in Kin-Fucking-Tucky(If you don't get that, I feel for you.) Hmm. I'm a girl, on that fact I'm next pretty sure, like...100% sure. And I have no life. I have some friends, but most don't stick around for summer.



Things I Find Enjoyable

1. Horror Movies
   
2. Mass amounts of Eye Liner
3. 3mo Bois
4. The Suffering
5. and The Suffering: Ties That Bind(Both of which are kick ass PS2 games)
6. Blood(Fake or Real)

Movies that Yours truly Loves

1. Interview with the Vampire
2. Queen of the Damned
3. The Corpse Bride
4. The Nightmare Before Christmas
5. Sweeney Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
6. Ginger Snaps Back: The Beginning
   
7. Resident Evil, Resident Evil: Apocalypse, Resident Evil: Extinction
8. Seance
9. The Bride Of Chucky
10. Seed of Chucky
11. Transformers
12. Pan's Labyrinth
13. The Labyrinth
14. RENT
15. Over Her Dead Body(Yes, a "love" story, but still funny as hell)
16. Edward scissor hands
    

Favorite Bands

1. HIM
2. The Rasmus
3. Korn
4. Linkin Park
5. Good Charlotte(Old stuff)
6. Pink
7. SOME Avril Lavinge
8. Three Days Grace
9. Fall Out Boy
10. Panic! At the Disco
11. Lords of Acid
12. Slipknot
13. ICP
14. Disturbed
15. Marilyn Manson

And that is enough listing for tonight, don't you agree and if not, to fuckin bad.
Yeah, I have no life and I'm bored as hell right now.
So yeah. What do I do in my spare time? I fall to the floor at Wal-Mart when the Almighty Voice speaks to me, oblivious to the stares I get. I also like taste-testing the edible lubricants and spraying mass amounts of horrible smelling perfume for others to enjoy( contrary to what they say, the employees at Wal-Mart ADORE me.) Hm. Other then that, I do some productive things. Like Draw, Read and Write. I'm an Literature/Artsy person. But I guess I had better go now, and feed Davey Havok. Maybe change his water, it gets pretty hot in my closet...O.o

~Look at me, I'm Dead~

Saying Good-Bye is as Painful as pulling off an X-tra sticky Band-Aid

^Me and Nikie. I'm left to make a funny face while she snoozes away. How wrong is that?



BYE NIKIE! I LOVE YOU, BUT YOU SUCK FOR LEAVING! I FEEL SO ABANDONED!!!!!!

But does this mean I'm up for grabs on myspace??? MAYBE.
Next question...Does Pat still own me?? O.o Hmmm.
Next question, why do I have so many nicknames???

1. Dark Angel
2. Dark
3. Mizzuz
4. Angie-Pants
5. Britt's Emo Whore
6. G.L.S(Giddy Lil' SchoolGirl)
7. Spiderella
8. Crap Bag<---newest, from a...weird friend, who also threatend to rape me with a ham sandwich...someone save me..plz?