You Cut Up My Angels and I Stabbed You To Death

There has never been a time in my life where I didn't care for my friends. If I had to, I'd give anyone I knew, and liked, the shirt off my back. But I guess I'm not always that good to my friends. I can't always help them and it hurts me. Yes, I said hurts me. If my friend has a problem and I can't help them resolve it, it feels like I'm not only letting them down, but like I'm letting myself down and that maybe I just didn't try hard enough or that I just wasn't good enough.
But..anyways, that's enough being..3m0 for right now.

So yeah. I'm eating cheese and crackers. Not the block cheese, or the plastic-ish thin slice cheese, nope. CAN CHEESE! Now..who in the hell woke up one morning and was like.."I think I'll turn cheese into glue-like consistency and then put it into a can!" Seriously. Have you ever thought about that? I have...was this person just like...really weird or did they just like cheese so much they wanted to put it into a convenient travel size can?

I haven't talked to my best friend face-to-face for awhile.
That's sorta depressing. Last time we had a fight, it sorta didn't repair itself.
So that might be what's causing the problem.

Ever read the epic "Beowulf"?
Hehe. Funny thing.
My Eng. 4 class has read some of it....Grendel, Beowulf, The Battle with Grendel, Grendel's Mother, The Death of Beowulf and Mourning Beowulf....
So we, as small groups, are having to write scripts for certain sections.
It was my bright idea to do an modern day adaption. You know, it would have more room to be more creative. And I like being Creative. So, my group is writing The Battle with Grendel. We're trying to at least. I spent today laughing at Ben(the cool Chinease exchange student) and Jeremy. Yeah..Jeremy was shooting rubber bands..and shot one..but really didn't. It slipped off his fingers and fell on the desk between his elbows, and he was looking around, trying to find where it hit from his seat and all of a sudden Ben just points to the desk and is like "STUPID!' It was funny. I burst out laughing. Then they were fighting...over a book...and then Jeremy was trying to hide gum in his hair(it still had the wrapper, thank god). So yeah...we didn't get a lot done today. I did get the teacher to laugh her ass off though.
-Flashback-
Me: Hey! Jeremy, you know the fire breathing dragon that kills Beowulf..that should be his x-girlfriend.
Jeremy: Hey! Mrs.Graves! Angela said the fire breathing dragon should be Beowulf's x-gf!
Mrs.Graves: (looks like O.O)...rotfl
-end flashback-
yeah. it was pretty good. I think so at least.
So...yeahhhhhhhhh.
My nose itches terribly.
WOOT!!! OBAMA WON!!
Helllllllllllllzzzzzzz YEAHHHHHHHH.
lol


So yeah. I dunno what to think anymore.
Maybe I'd be better off without friends.